family first??

i really don't know why i want to write bout dis..myb in this few week i have my fmly prob..heh..why,why, n why???dis ques alwez in my mind...sometimes i dun want to go back to my house so i can live hapily without thinking of what is hapenning in my house..but what can i do??i have too...i mish my mum n my dad..but...it's ok i have too...facing my siblings that i think is not myb my siblings..oh God!!plez help me...sometimes it sound funny when i think bout it..yah everyone got their fmly prob..but it depends on how we face n settled it right??myb i'm not matured enough to settled it alone..luckily i have someone or myb my fren that can hear what is inside my soul....thanx......